I’m at a rather frustrating point in my journey right now. I have so many roads that I could follow, but I’m not sure which one I should pick. Some roads I know will lead me to where I want to be and I am eagerly going to follow them. Others I’m not so sure about. I just have so many things that I can talk about, so I think I’m going to just stick to one topic for each day to not overwhelm you (or myself).
But first, I should do a more proper introduction (since the last one was a little vague.. Sorry!)
Hi, my fake-name is Katy and I’m in my early-twenties. I’m engaged to the most awesomest man ever, whose name shall be changed to Brandon. We have been together for nearly 4 and a half years and we are going to be married later this year in October. We have a pseudo-kid of a cat named Fred, who is fat and orange. He is an attention-wanting little goober who we love even though he wakes us up at 4 am. Anyways, that’s all you need to know for now.
First topic: Moving
Right now, we live about 45 minutes away from where we want to be. We want to live near Brandon’s parents and my family in a (somewhat) little town that is close enough to the big city, but not too close. I only get to see my family once every few weeks and I would love to see my parents and Brandon’s parents a lot more often. After we move, we will be 5 minutes from his parents and 10 from mine, which means I can visit everyone more often. My commute will also be reduced from 1 hour to 20 minutes.
Doesn’t that sound lovely?
For me it does. After driving home every day, stuck in traffic for an hour (or more!), having a commute of 20 minutes sounds like heaven. But I have to wait a month before we can move. I want to move now and I am having a hard time being patient. My energy is sucked out of me when I sit in traffic so when I get home all I want to do is sit on the couch and eat takeout. Not exactly the healthiest thing to do. But I just have to keep staring at that light at the end of the tunnel and learn to be patient.
Another reason I want to move is so I can shop at a local farmstand and at a local meat shop instead of a large supermarket. I went to the farmstand last weekend to check it out and I fell in love! It’s like a mini-Whole Foods, but with even more locally grown produce. I’m really big about eating as local as I can, so the farmstand is pretty much the best thing ever for me. When I visited it, I got so inspired to cook and make things in the kitchen, and that hasn’t happened in a long time, so it felt really good and made me want to move as soon as possible!
A third, and very important, reason is that the apartment we are moving in to is 1000000000 times nicer than the one I’m in now. I won’t be embarrassed to invite people over because the paint won’t be peeling, there won’t be stains everywhere and it’s going to be a lot lighter because our new apartment will face south and will get more sun. My plants can get the light they have been craving, I will get the light I’ve been craving, Brandon will get peace of mind knowing I’m happy.
This move will finally get me back home after being away for 4 years now (I moved into the big city to attend a university, and then moved to a slightly smaller, but still big city where I’ve been for a year). Ever since I left my hometown, I’ve been dying to get back there. I always feel like crying after visiting because I want so badly to be back at home. I’ve drifted so far from my family, from my roots, that it’s going to feel so good to get back to where I belong. I’ve felt so out of place that last 4 years.
Finally I will be home.
Did you ever move away from home? How did you deal with it? Let me know your story in the comment section!