The last 10 months of my life have been a wild rollercoaster. Ups and downs and plenty of loops. I really wish I would have written everything down so I would have something to look back at later. I've always been terrible at recording thing down on a daily basis and it's one of the few things I regret.
I've decided to go back and write as much as I can remember about each of the past 10 months, since the beginning of this year. Please bare with me as I try to dig out all the memories.
So let's start with January. I was starting to get into a regular rhythm at work. My co-workers were starting to become good friends to me. I was living in an apartment that I was starting to really not like. It was always dark and damp. I wanted so desperately to decorate the place, but no matter how hard I tried to get it organized and decorated, it would always end up a mess. I half blame my ex because he didn't clean up after himself (left dishes everywhere, clothes on the floor, gaming stuff everywhere), but I also had a hard time getting myself organized. It really wasn't that bad, but I like to be a little more organized and cleaner.
I was also having problems with Brandon and his job. He hated his current job and was thinking about looking for a new one. I hated his job because it caused us to live halfway between our jobs, but I ended up with the longer commute. It was painful. Nearly an hour each way. I would be too tired to go to the store and then come home to cook. And then after I cooked, I would be too tired to clean up so I would end up watching tv for an hour or two and then go to bed. The kitchen would be a mess, and I would feel horrible the next day because I didn't get it cleaned. And the cycle would begin again.
And that my friends, was January in a nutshell. A pretty boring month considering all that has happened since.
Tomorrow will be February. Are you ready to ride the roller coaster?
Katy
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